THIS SUMMER

I haven’t written in a while because a was so caught up with other things that i just didn't find the time. But a friend of my inspired me to start writing again and so I will.
The first thing I want to tell you all is about my summer.

I went to Italy for 2 months to be a travelguide. Besides all the things I have learned from this job I have also learned to Experience happiness. That sounds a bit strange especially for all the people who know me and think I'm always happy. But I have learnd to be happy on my own and with nothing. And yes I did need to go all the way to Italy to do so.

Before I went there I always needed someone to be with me, a friend or a group of friends or even better, as much people in one room as possible. so I could share the things I experienced, Look at the other person to see what they think make me happy and if I couldn’t share it, it made me less happy.

Now I was in iIaly, tuscany to be speciffic and it is one of the most beautifull places of whole italy. It looks exactly like in the movies and in the magazines. And I love to lay on the beach listen to de sea, watch the orange sky when the sun was going down. and all the beautifull suroundings I saw when driving to get groceries. I loved the food, I loved the warmth and especially I loved myselve. There were always people around me but I didn't need them to enjoy anything, I enjoyed it on my own.

When I got home I experienced that I've kept my big wondering eyes full of all the beautifull things I see around me. I love it when I'm chatting with my roommates in the kitchen, I love it when I cycle in Utrecht and all the things I just thaught where normal are now a reason to be happy about. and the best part is I see them on my own:) and ofcourse I still love to be around people, but they are not nessesary to be whole, because I can be a whole on my own.

Well there are a hondred more things to say but they will come an other time.